Sometimes & Othertimes

Sometimes I feel that I am in the top of this world

But othertimes I feel that I am the down trodden one

Sometimes I feel that I am amidst joy and happiness

But othertimes I feel that I am the one with sorrow and sadness

Sometimes I feel that I have the warmth of love in me

But othertimes I feel that I have been the one to be stone cold

Sometimes I feel that I have been bestowed with heavenly blessings

But othertimes I feel that I am the one who has never been blessed ever

Sometimes I feel that being myself has been the best thing in my life

But othertimes I feel that I am just one featherhead goofying around

Sometimes I feel that me and my luck go hand in hand

But othertimes I feel that I am the one who is star-crossed from the start

Sometimes I feel that I have the vigor, espirit and impulse of life

But othertimes I feel that my heart and soul are long gone  so now I am better off dead

Times change and so do feelings...

What remains is a blurr of happiness... 

A weather-beaten open wound of sadness...

And a huge bulk of eroded emotions...