Thursday, March 31, 2011

My Pregnancy Journal

From the day I learn't I was pregnant, I am often being asked my family, friends and (you won't believe) in fact total strangers 'how I am feeling?'. I always smile back and reply that  I am fine or good or awesome but that isn't one-tenth of the emotions and sensations that I feel.

I had often thought of penning down my feelings in the last few months but believe me words and expressions have deserted me when I need them the most. And thats not all, because even these days tiredness as well as laziness have got better of me and my urge to sit back and write has gone down. But as I am nearing the end of my pregnancy  I am wondering if I might lose all those wonderful feelings that I have felt in these 9 months. I know I am nuts as no woman in this world can forget those special sensations and feeling. But me being me, I had to get a grab on my vocab and find back my urge to sit up and pen down those wonderful and special moments.

But frankly speaking it wasn't only me who wanted this moments journalized but even my hubby Sanjeev wanted the same from me. He had been nagging me forever now to get to writing but again me being me, didn't do anything about that. But thanks Sanjeev, I owe you this and I love you for always being there for me. I also thank my friends Kajal and Tushar for extending their expectation of me to write these sensational moments. Even I can feel my baby kicking with excitement as I am typing now. :)



Please visit : http://www.misthipregnbabyjournal.blogspot.com/ 

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

एक नया एहसाश

एक नया एहसाश है ये
प्यार से भरा
संजोग से मिला
अन्कही नासा सा है ये

आशाओं की एक लेहेर सी है
उमीदों की एक किरण सी है
ये दौर कुछ ऐसा है
की हर तरफ एक खुसी सी है

ना जाना था इशे कभी
ना समझा था इशे कभी
ये एहसाश नया है
जो हो रहा है मुझे अभी

हर दर्द मैं मज़ा आने लगा है
हर दिन अब नया लगने लगा है
अब कुछ होश नहीं है
ना जाने मुझे क्या होने लगा है

ख्वाबों मैं दिन काटने लगी हूँ
रातों को करवटें बदलने लगी हूँ
नींद खोके भी
सपननो मैं खोने लगी हूँ

जन्नत की एक झलक सी है
रूह मैं जैसे सुकून सी है
ये दौर कुछ ऐसा है
की हर तरफ खुसी सी है

एक नया एहसाश है ये