I Don't Know Why

I wished to fly like a bird

Spread my wings and touch the blue sky

But now the thought is just so weird

And believe me I don't know why

I desired to swim like the ducks

Floating angelic in the exotic spray

But now the idea just sucks

And belive me I don't know why

I longed to run as fast as a fawn

Feeling the breeze and to just run away

But now I am just another forlorn

And believe me I don't know why

I enjoyed walking in the rain

Getting wet and smiling all way

But now I am wet with tears and pain

And believe me I don't know why

I used to laugh like kids

Full of innocence and was once shy

But now I just cry for my deeds

And believe me I don't know why

I thought growing up was great

Doing what I want and having my own way

But now growing old is another fret

And believe me I don't know why

I believed to be loved

Is the most beautiful feeling full of ecsatcy

But now I am afraid of being loved

And believe me I don't know why

I wanted to savour life throughout

Spreading happiness, fun and joy

But now the idea seems to be old n out

And believe me I don't why