एक नया एहसाश

एक नया एहसाश है ये
प्यार से भरा
संजोग से मिला
अन्कही नासा सा है ये

आशाओं की एक लेहेर सी है
उमीदों की एक किरण सी है
ये दौर कुछ ऐसा है
की हर तरफ एक खुसी सी है

ना जाना था इशे कभी
ना समझा था इशे कभी
ये एहसाश नया है
जो हो रहा है मुझे अभी

हर दर्द मैं मज़ा आने लगा है
हर दिन अब नया लगने लगा है
अब कुछ होश नहीं है
ना जाने मुझे क्या होने लगा है

ख्वाबों मैं दिन काटने लगी हूँ
रातों को करवटें बदलने लगी हूँ
नींद खोके भी
सपननो मैं खोने लगी हूँ

जन्नत की एक झलक सी है
रूह मैं जैसे सुकून सी है
ये दौर कुछ ऐसा है
की हर तरफ खुसी सी है

एक नया एहसाश है ये

Emotional Fool Or Full of Emotions

Girls are always commented to be emotional fools but are they?

Before coming to any conclusion we must first try to understand what emotions are? If I try to define the term emotion then my comment box herein will be filled with co

mments like “why are you being so emotional?” and similar comments. But I guess someone sometime have to draw a line between being an emotional fool and full of emotions. So, here

I am to prove my side of the story.

I know girls react very openly to a lot of matters and discussions but that doesn’t mean they are emotional fools. If a guy reacts then it is said that they are giving statements and of freedom of speech. But then why the same explanation not considered for girls? We too have the freedom of speech. Isn’t it so? Or the rule makers were biased male figures of our society? I know none of this is true and our law makers were geniuses who never have differentiated any right between a girl and a guy. But, as girls disposition has always been tender and attitude brittle we can’t just claim them being emotional fool but I would say they are full of emotions.

If this is not enough then can I have the liberty of saying that guys lack emotions as they never ever try to understand a girl’s sentiments and always are on a spree of making fun of them and

their softheartedness. Now, please don’t give me the damn excuse of saying that guys are practical; because I can count ‘n’ number of instances where guys prove of not only being less practical then girls but also have shown more childish attitude than girls. Now what do you have to say?

I know this is a very controversial topic and no guy in this world will agree definitely because of their so-called male-ego; what a joke. Now when we are talking about emotion and male ego, then don’t you think that ego is an emotion? LOL. Guys do have a heightened male-ego that urges them to prove themselves always right, so now I won’t be wrong to dare and call guys as emotional fools. Am I right?

Now I am actually enjoying writing this blog. OMG.

So, guys what do you have to say? Pen in your comments but I know guys will have an upper hand as mostly my blogs are read by my guy friends. But still I enjoyed writing this. ;)

Feeling Lost

Feeling lost. Eyes blurred with tears, tears that flow down unleashing the emotions trapped in the heart. Tears trail down their age old path but even their descent does not cool off the heated emotions of my tumultuous heart. Now, smile seems like a long lost friend who often visits but for limited time and when it leaves, it erases its mark and creates a crater of hopelessness.

From the very beginning of my so-called life (I hate to call it life though, but I don’t have any other word to define it... so life), I have craved for few things that till date I am deprived of i.e., time and understanding of my loved ones. But call it my misfortune or whatever, as time and time again I am left alone b y people I love, to fight my tears and ailing. It’s not that they are never there, rather it’s that they never have enough time to see through me to find that my heart is filled with hurt and that my eyes are watery.

Day in and day out I am left alone with my solitude, solitude that makes me feel like a loser. Now when I look into the mirror I don’t see myself but see someone with sad watery eyes crying out for someone to wipe their tears with affection and understanding. It isn’t that no one has come forward rather the ones that have come forward have been always either snatched away from me by oh-so-called luck (good for them but bad for me) or they just are wise enough to walk out on a cry baby like me or they just don’t have enough time to hear my heart out. In any case, I am left alone to tackle my raging heart and hurt emotions.

Sometimes, when I sit back and think about this, I feel that I am lacking in the skill to make other realize my sentiments. I may be portraying the wrong picture of me being at the best of my moods and making everyone takes me for granted. Is it just my bad luck or am I destined to feel like a destitute.