I just wanna...

I just wanna sing a song today

Rap a tune of life, love and happiness 

Rock everyone with my medley and melody 

And then to it add a bit of my sweetness

I just wanna dance today

Stomp and caper, romp and hop

Dance to the tune of life and sway

And use life as my available prop

I just wanna fly today

Open my wings and soar high

Touch the glazed horizon and milky way

And enjoy my flight without a sigh

I just wanna laugh today

Crack jokes and make funny faces

Forget all my worries and laugh away

And add  liveliness to my dull senses

I just wanna be in love today

Live a moment of ecstacy and heavenly bliss

Be in my beloved's arms all day

And savour the passion in a exotic kiss

Me Vs Reality

Why did the sunshine not reach me

     When I was the one waking for it 

Why did the moon not shine on me

     When I was the one praising it

Are they just ignoring me...

    Or are they just enjoying it

Why did the breeze not cool me

     When I stood face to face with it

Why did the fire not warm me 

     When I wanted the warmth from it

Are they just playing games with me...

    Or are they just enjoying it

Why did the snow not moist me 

     When I like playing with it

Why did the spring not brighten me

     When I sang songs to glorify it

Are they just jeering at me... 

    Or are they just enjoying it

Why did words abandon me

     When I desired to stick to it

Why did tears dampen me

     When I never longed for it

Are they just teasing me...

   Or are they just enjoying it

Why did melody not rock me 

     When I wished to dance to it

Why did poetry not charm me 

     When I loved to flow with it

Are they just mocking me...

    Or are they just enjoying it

Why did love not gratify me

     When I had my heart on it

Why did life not content me 

     When I dreamt to subsist on it

Are they just sneering at me...

   Or are they just enjoying it

I Don't Know Why

I wished to fly like a bird

Spread my wings and touch the blue sky

But now the thought is just so weird

And believe me I don't know why

I desired to swim like the ducks

Floating angelic in the exotic spray

But now the idea just sucks

And belive me I don't know why

I longed to run as fast as a fawn

Feeling the breeze and to just run away

But now I am just another forlorn

And believe me I don't know why

I enjoyed walking in the rain

Getting wet and smiling all way

But now I am wet with tears and pain

And believe me I don't know why

I used to laugh like kids

Full of innocence and was once shy

But now I just cry for my deeds

And believe me I don't know why

I thought growing up was great

Doing what I want and having my own way

But now growing old is another fret

And believe me I don't know why

I believed to be loved

Is the most beautiful feeling full of ecsatcy

But now I am afraid of being loved

And believe me I don't know why

I wanted to savour life throughout

Spreading happiness, fun and joy

But now the idea seems to be old n out

And believe me I don't why