Me Vs Reality

Why did the sunshine not reach me

     When I was the one waking for it 

Why did the moon not shine on me

     When I was the one praising it

Are they just ignoring me...

    Or are they just enjoying it

Why did the breeze not cool me

     When I stood face to face with it

Why did the fire not warm me 

     When I wanted the warmth from it

Are they just playing games with me...

    Or are they just enjoying it

Why did the snow not moist me 

     When I like playing with it

Why did the spring not brighten me

     When I sang songs to glorify it

Are they just jeering at me... 

    Or are they just enjoying it

Why did words abandon me

     When I desired to stick to it

Why did tears dampen me

     When I never longed for it

Are they just teasing me...

   Or are they just enjoying it

Why did melody not rock me 

     When I wished to dance to it

Why did poetry not charm me 

     When I loved to flow with it

Are they just mocking me...

    Or are they just enjoying it

Why did love not gratify me

     When I had my heart on it

Why did life not content me 

     When I dreamt to subsist on it

Are they just sneering at me...

   Or are they just enjoying it

I Don't Know Why

I wished to fly like a bird

Spread my wings and touch the blue sky

But now the thought is just so weird

And believe me I don't know why

I desired to swim like the ducks

Floating angelic in the exotic spray

But now the idea just sucks

And belive me I don't know why

I longed to run as fast as a fawn

Feeling the breeze and to just run away

But now I am just another forlorn

And believe me I don't know why

I enjoyed walking in the rain

Getting wet and smiling all way

But now I am wet with tears and pain

And believe me I don't know why

I used to laugh like kids

Full of innocence and was once shy

But now I just cry for my deeds

And believe me I don't know why

I thought growing up was great

Doing what I want and having my own way

But now growing old is another fret

And believe me I don't know why

I believed to be loved

Is the most beautiful feeling full of ecsatcy

But now I am afraid of being loved

And believe me I don't know why

I wanted to savour life throughout

Spreading happiness, fun and joy

But now the idea seems to be old n out

And believe me I don't why

Ironies of life....

Sometimes when I sit back I wonder why is it me who has to face so amny problems in life. I know I am not that optimistic though my sun sign (Taurus) claims that I am a very optimistic person.

I know most of us always think that way but why? Eveyone is destined to have his/her share of happiness and sorrows then why do we crib for little things? When we know that we are not capable of something then why do we cry when we don't achieve those? When we know all the odds of life then why do we blame other when we fail to do something?

The answer is simple; in everything we do, whatever the case may be we always think of ourselves. Its always Me that matters and it will always be that way. We try to blame others and our luck for our failure coz we want someone else to be blamed so that we can escape the consequenses. But is it that? Do we really escape the consequenses? No, but still we tend to do the escaping part - and thats the irony of life.

Ooops!!! I forgot I was talking about myself.... ya now a days I am feeling a bit low... those who know me must be wondering what has happened to me...So guys I am not getting crazy... but this is the my irony of life ;)